school starts again tmr..

in exactly 9hrs..

damnit.


keep me locked up at home. please.

i don't beLIEve my holidays are over.

-loveliest queens in this parade-

my er yi lao lao passed away this afternoon.


rest in peace.


i meet her only once or twice before. that was when i was naive and stupid. dun really rmb her much thou..
still feel sadness when i heard the news. mama's crying. i m emo-ing. and daddy's trying to shut my sister up.. cos she's being irritating and trying to get my rents to buy her a indoor slide. how stupid is that.

it was like 2months ago since she feel sick. its was rather critical at first and she almost passed on. then she got better and went home 1 and half wks later in the pink of health.
but 2wks at home she suffered a relapse and was admitted to ICU again.

at least she ended her sufferings on earth.
hope you are now in somewhere happy.



the following is written for my er yi lao lao(althou u can't read english), for Bay's grand uncle, for my hamster Catus(love you even thou u bit my hand.. ur sth that i can't replace.), for my grandma (i know u passed away very long ago.. i still love you a lot) and for all that had someone that passed on.
copyright to yours truly (yang2 aka. me)

life is a package with a label.
it reads: fragile, handle with care
do not crash, do not fall
do not break the hearts of others who love you.

leave with a smile and no regrets
this is a one way ticket to a better place

don't look back, don't hesitate
beautiful memories with keep you company
just keep walking step by step
leading on to paradise

live with a smile and leave with a smile
your sojourn on earth has come to an end
take flight and fly away
eternal paradise is but one stop away

(don't try to steal this. its mine, not yours.)


on a happier note, lin-kor is getting married tmr! congrats congrats.
i have known u since i was 5/6 yrs old? haha. time flys.. and ur getting attached, bonded eternally to someone.
its quite scary, to me at least, that i'll one day might be deeply attached to someone and give him my heart.. trusting him that he won't take it and break it over and over again. x.x

i might not be able to stay for the entire christy's b'day celebration. need to leave early for lin-kor's wedding. so sorry christy dear. i m still trying to fight w my mom to let me go. she initally dun allow me go.. cos i need to be at the wedding at 2. duno lah..
shall wait till she's over the crying mood.

emo-ness.
one day i'll leave is place and hopefully leave for a better place. but what if i want to stay on? do i get a choice? life is so irritating.. give us a life and then take it away. come on! what are u trying to do? toy with human emotions? it is so confusing to a point that i don't see the humour who-ever-you-are-if-you-even-exist.


-yang



[edit]
here's another song.. ironically i have been listening to this song on repeat for 2wks straight. maybe it was a hint that something is gona happen.

"Camisado" by PANIC! At The Disco.
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events

This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relax
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relapse again

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back

You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency

This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight

You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight

The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events

-loveliest queens in this parade-

didn't go kbox w the gang today.. =(
cos i m broke. *boo* after a certain 2 person's presents, i m offically $43.80 poorer. haha.
so i shall stay away frm kbox..

i went w them to vivo after tt thou. its been too long since we were last there as a whole gang. hayiii. everyones busy now. and esp w sch reopening so darnit soon. i dun wan to go back! look at the TESTS we are having!! arhhg.

we were at the place whr u can see the merlion.. and emo-ing for 15secs! before i can up w a stupid idea. really.
out of no where i just stood up and said... "come u stupid dengue mosquitoes! BITE ME. i dun wana go back sch...!" and everyone just stare stare at me.
but i change my mind. haha. no more dengue for me. the last time was like shit. sorry moszys u are deprived of my sweet blood. MUAHAHA.

this sat christy's bday celebration..
=D


i suddenly thought abt my grandma ystd. its been almost 12yrs liao. i miss her like shit.. reality struck me that i won't be able to tk any zilian photos w her (cos thats what i always do w all my family members..) or even tok to her. i hope that she is in somewhere happy. i m sorry. maybe i had not been such a stubborn b*tch when i was young and actually listen to adults.. she might be still here w us. i duno if its my fault. but frm what i can remember...its my fault. i dun dare to tok to my grandpa abt this. he was there and knows what happened better then me. yeah. i m scared to know the truth. what if its really me who indirectly or wdv cosed it to happen? thats why i hate zoos. do they hate me?



-yang

-loveliest queens in this parade-

Good gracious gooseberries. haha.
i had too much coffee ystd. this morning woke up at 3.30AM yippee. new record fo yang.
heehee. still quite hyper at time of post aka. 'now'.

crappy thing: i think i m coming down w flu. blahhs.
sneezy nose.. wait. maybe its just my dirty aircon. yeapps. most definitely.

i realised that not much ppl know of the band called: PANIC! At The Disco here in ulu s'pore... hmm..
Yunn's reaction to my msn dp was: YUMMM. HOTTIE! whos that anyway??
Deb said they were ALIEN. [O.O NOOOOO!!]
FYI.. its brendon urie. the hottest singer EVER. he has a damn nice voice. =D and he's PANIC!ATD's lead singer..duh.

at least theres hope for the world.
my sis saw my comp background.. and went: Jiejie! Who he? So handsome..!
heehee. my sis has damn good taste. [btw. its brendon urie frm] =D not bad for a 6yr old kiddie. BUT she dun like their songs..except CAMISADO. cose i played it over and over again that it was suck in her tini lil head. HAHA.
cose its in english and a bit punkish rockish much? she has a thing against english songs. and i torture treat her to english songs at every opportunity.
i'm evil..so? bite me.

PANIC! At The Disco rocks..totally. *smile*
i m so gona get my paws *cough* i meant hands on one of their tour tickets.. even if it means flying to the bigA. i m sure shortie and meanie will help me. (DUH. THEY HAVE TO. IF NOT... MUAHAAHAHA. *cough*)

i m gona change my blog layout soon. and do up my quizilla homepage. hopefully later on in the MORNING. not now... at 5AM. teeheehee.
wireless network and laptop works wonders. <3


-yang

-loveliest queens in this parade-

i cant resist using comp even thou adding on internet charges it will cost me nearly 10bucks/hr. bahh.

guess what kath found on wiki? haha! totally hilarious.
i love my name to itsy bits and tinie winie pieces.

infomation on here onwards is true according to wiki. added comments from urs truely. heeeeheeee. couldnt resist.

Yangyang
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
(Redirected from Yangyang County)

Hangul:
양양군
Hanja:
襄陽郡
Revised Romanization:
Yangyang-gun
McCune-Reischauer:
Yangyang-gun

Statistics
Area:
628.68 km²
Population:
30,141(2000)
Pop. density:
50 people/km²
Administrative divisions:
1 eup, 5 myeon

Yangyang County (Yangyang-gun) is a county in Gangwon Province, South Korea. The county is located in the northeast of the country, along the shores of the Sea of Japan (East Sea)[note:OH JOY!! THE SEAS! I LOVE IT. haha.]. Its population is about 31,000 (2004).

The Yangyang area is well known for its pine mushrooms [note: wowwie. pine mushrooms. now i know why i like mushrooms so much...] (song-i), its fish—particularly salmon—and its sunrises[note: love that too. heehee.].

In 2002, Yangyang opened its own airport[note: WEEE!!! I didnt know i was THAT rich.], serving Seoul and other cities in East Asia. The airport also serves Gangneung to the south and Sokcho to the north. It is important for the many tourists attracted the Seorak-san national park.

The county is proud to unite the five major religious influences in South Korea: Confucianism, Buddhism, Shamanism, Protestantism and Roman Catholicism. There are sites for all these movements in Yangyang. The Seonghwangsa is a shamanistic altar which was traditionally used for sacrificial rites. Yangyang Hyanggyo is a Confucian school, built in 1340. Today the school mainly serves as a shrine, but some classes are still held at the site. In 1921 the Yangyang Cathedral was built. During the Korean War it was burnt to the ground, but rebuilt after.

The county is also proud of its five-day market. It is the largest traditional market in the area and renowned for the quality of its produce. The market is held on days ending in 4 and 9.

-end-

heehee. wikipedia rocks my socks off my feet..

totally. haha. makes me wanna go live there. i wonder what will happen... if someone asks for my name then they'll go like "No shit. U have the same name as the country. OHMYGOSH. I AM SOOOO JEALOUS."

MUAHAHAHA. overdosed on happiness.

-yang

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Funny videos!! haha.

the first one is abt cat and dog working tgt!! very cute. i love the part at the end when they high5-ed each other! heehee.



Shows how dangerous checking ur voicemail is.
the ending is a bit 0.0 and -.- hilarious. but dun start freaking out when he tks his shirt and pants off. he wont be nude.. thou its quite gross. haha.



-yang

-loveliest queens in this parade-

hottie! haha. i <3 brendon urie.
he's super cute + hot. *drool*






Holidays rather boring..really. but if you find socialising with textbooks and assignments very fun, then u'll be having the time of ur life.

Bay was trying to brainwash me just now. *raises eyebrow at Bay* it so didnt work. you know what he did?
he said that its the way teens think that make us dun wana study. if we go to the study table HUGGING the books and other necessary equipment, and remain a very positive and excited attitude towards it, we would learn to 'love' it. AND when we open the textbook, u have to feel like its the 'love of your life' *cough cough*
me, being stupid gullible, decided to try it out. to my extreme surprise, WOW, it didnt work. all i got was a "jiejie.. are u okay?" from my sis. (a 6 yr old can tell that i was slightly outa my mind...)





what has the world come to?? RAH.








i missed SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS musical. couldnt persuade my rents to let me and my sis go. now now. dun stare at me like i m some freak. i try to watch spongebobsquarepants everyday at 6pm on kidscentral okayy. i like the yellow blob.. but i LOVE patrick star. heehee.








suppose to go for P6 class gathering today. but i didnt go in the end.. i m starting to not see the point in going liao. its like we graduated for 4 yrs le and most of our lifes are rather different. when ppl get tgt there's like awkwards moments of prolonged silence. [ -silence- ] althou some still remain as childish as they were in P6...








i saw a pair of new shoes i LOVE and ADORE. BUT its $135! super ex. cos its frm Bonia..(duh) my mom refuse to buy it for me.


ANYONE KIND ENUF TO BUY IT FOR ME??? =D
i'll love u for eternalty..!








christy's b'day party coming on 23rd. i duno what to get her! and her theme arh.. when i read the invite i was like O.O bling. WOW. *cough* i cant bling for my life mans.. braincells dying. i shall go to my dear kathleena's hse and try nick something for her VERY BLINGISH bro. *evil laughter*





i <3 functions! haha.
revised it this afternn and realised that it was actually quite nice and easy. =D








-yang

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